12/27/2010 @ 12:08 PM
2010
Once again, another wonderful year have passed. Its time for the a self reflection on myself for this year.

Ord-ed. Got myself a driving liscence. Got myself a job. Yes, those are my only achievements for this year. Not much, I would say. But its still one step into the society. The journey's only starting now.

On the brighter side, I for one, see myself grow. I'm actually starting to care for my future, wanting to strive for the better in whichever path I've decided for myself. Care for the people around me, even if they've chosen to abandon this bond that we've created, after so many years of friendship.

Definitely, there are always ups and downs in life. Who could predict? Its all predestined.
People getting slashed, people doing stupid things because of stupid stuffs, and get themselves into trouble.
People losing their lives because of unresponsible individuals that does not take their jobs seriously.
Great figures that cannot settle down and think thoroughly what's the real problem, and keep doing little stuffs that annoys the other, which might then lead to greater misfortune.

Like I said, its all predestined.

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A whole new start of another year, a whole new list of resolutions to make for the year.

So first of all, is to live life to the fullest! Its obvious. Everyone knows that we only live once in our lifetime. And its not like we're gonna stay alive for the next 5o0 years or so. We only stay alive till at most, 80? 90? And we start being lethargic at the age of 50 or 60? So, that's only around half a century where you can really make use of your ability to do what ever you would like to do, before you really gets old and can't do anything but lie forever in bed waiting for people to serve you. So don't be afraid to try everything, it's for the experience. You only live life once!
PS: I've always regret when i think back on my past, I've restricted myself too much when I am suppose to be full of life jumping around, creating trouble for my teachers, doing what a mischevious boy would have done. But I'm always so low profile. Missed out quite alot there.

Resolution number 2, to get out of debts. I've been into debting others recently. Always using future money. This have to stop! Future money is bad for health. Its like keeping a credit card, and you wouldn't know if you've exceeded the amount, or wouldn't know if you'll afford to filling back the money. What if I'm jobless??!! That's even worst. So, stick to what i have, spend 20% of it and save the rest of it. Insurance's a killer if you are not aware.

#3 will go to keeping fit. Of course, I've always mentioned to most of my friends that i want to go run or swim at least once a week, so as to relax all of my muscles from sitting all day in the office working. But that's always saying only. I do it for a period of time, and I'll eventually slack off. So for the coming year, I'll keep to it. I'll definitely exercise at least once per week. Who wouldn't want a sexy body, and look good in everything we wear.

#4, to fall in love. I would like to fall in love again. Every couple would always be envious with their single friends, and the singles will always be envious of their coupled friend. I'm not getting young. That's a fact. I missed the great times when I was in a relationship. That's a fact too. I don't care, when people say I'm gonna get trouble with the girl, gonna get tied up by the girlfriend and what not. I want to be in a relationship. I want someone to love and care for me. I want to cuddle into someone. I want to spend valentine again with someone I like/love. My sister's getting married soon (Not that i want to get married). You guys should know, being single sucks! Screw all those people that are living happily in their lovey dovey relationship! *Sticks middle finger*, *With both hands* HA!

Okay, so for #5, learn chinese songs to sing during K-sessions. What to do when most of my friends are chinese speaking. And they say we singaporeans suck at english songs, because we do not have the english slang. All the slang we have are singlish slangs with the la and los in every sentence we make. But honestly, chinese songs sounds are way too boring. I don't listen to chinese songs. They make me sleep. They give me the blues. Oooh the heck, I'm just gonna continue singing english songs, and stick to the very few classic chinese songs that I know of.

#6. Be more spontaneous and flexible. I'm working on it, ever since army. Everything's so impromptu. I've to work on this to be able to achieve #1 resolution. Finding excuse not to do things is nt the way to go boy! Someone please kick me in the butt next time I'm being non-spontaneous and flexible.

#7. Actually working on my wishlist, rather than adding more to it. Every year without fail, I would make a wishlist for santa. Knowingly that Santa would not take his time off to travel all the way from the North pole to some ulu bukit merah and drop off some gifts for me. (Not that I believe in santa anyway.) Who came out with the idea that Santa goes around the world giving presents anyway. You have to work for it to achieve what you want. There's no free lunch in this world. We all know that. So, instead of sitting around with my big sorry ass waiting for miracles to happen, I'd better start working on the things I would like to achieve.

Okay, So i hope 7 resolutions is not too much for the next 365 days. Its only 7, its not even 10. Nothing an old man like me cannot achieve right!

I've created my list. How about you guys? Definitely there's something somewhere you guys would like to see improvements in. I'm joining a Dance class at oschool next year. That's a big step for me.

What are you gonna do?