12/15/2005 @ 2:32 AM
am i really asking for too much?? cant i even get wat i deserve?? u got wat u wanted wat bout mi?? such a simple thing.. given u so many chance.. and its really so many lo... maybe u didnt take note only... y cant u jus giv it to mi... really wonder wat i hav done all these while been worth it... at first, i really think its worth it.. now, i kinda hav doubts about it... haiz...

i keep tryin not to believe wat i believe... wanna see changes.. but where izzit?? it jus dun appear... forget it...dun wanna say le.. jus spoils everything...

:(((((

still sick now, wat to do??
also nuthin to do....
jus sit there and wait till my death..
since no one cares anymore....
i cant sleep...
when i close my eyes,
i wil think alot...
dun wanna think so many...
wat shld i do...?




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